last day of school...celbration of teacher's day!!! cikgu danny was piss with us on thursday one day b4 the teacher's day haha guess he merajuk we didn't give him prezzy..his birthday...happy belated birthday cikgu!!! but he was so happy on friday haha..
hot guy!!loolz!
we had a party and assembly so took a lot of pictures...haha
taekwondo freak!! sit wif him everyday in school!!
thinking of who hoh?!?
look what is mr Ling holding...ooo so sweet for who hoh??so cute ar the teddy bear!!
eileen so soi!!
update more pics next time!!

feel so sad...just feel so down...i need someone to tell me God has a plan for me...and that everything that had happened is for a reason...i feel like my relationship with God is drawing apart..i just need to know the truth...i need to know that i have a duty on earth and that whatever i am is for reason..i just need God to tell me the answers i wanna hear...is not fair!!! is never is...why are people so heartless?!!?they think about others except themselves...what is this??and some of them call themselves as christians!!! why isit people like that always get the good things...they deserve all the good things...is never fair for others...i always say that watever happens God has a reason u know but is like is happening every single day...even people i trust can't be trusted anymore...there is so many i wanna say but is so hard to type it out...is the feeling that is so hard that is painful that i myself can't even discribe it...and i always say only God can feel the pain but now...i have so many questions that need answers...does God really know how i feel??does He know what i'm going through now??? does He knows that whatever is happening is hurting me?? if He knows why is He doing this to me??so does he know about me as i thought he knew about me??

last saturday i baked banana crumble and chocolate chip cookie....haha my mom said it was nice welll actually she relly love it haha...well next week is mother's day so i will be baking for her...i will be baking cheesecake and muffins...hopw it turn out good...haha i was kind of in rush when i was doing my cookie because it was already 5.00 in the evening and i had other plans which was going to calvary youth...well it was not bad haha i'm looking forward to go again haha i met douglas, samuel, nicole(ex-classmate),zareth(really sorry if wrong spelling--correct me ar), my cousins boyfriend erm not really anyone else...haha well see the time haha after that i went tomy own hime cell which really was quite sad...haha not the sad as in depress sad but an angry annoyed sad...haha i was just annoyed with some people there haha wells...but i must say i can't wait to go home when i was in church that time...cause is like me being there is just an extra wall....no one really cared and stuff..what i meant is that watever they say or discuss, i can't really say anything...not like some other people you know.... but wells haha erm on sunday was not that bad haha...i had youth and after that some of the youth including me went to eat..i was so freaking hungry...haha and we met the calvary people there again haha ooo douglas wore purple stripes T-shirt...not bad lah...haha well i had "tikus" mee haha and teh si peng...